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Something Good Ahead
02:58
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All alone
Twenty-so birthdays in a row
On my phone
There'll be one message from my mom
Yeah that's something I know
But it's not just birthdays I feel so alone
It's just that birthdays emphasized the truths I already know
Like how friendship is just a hoax
My life has been a joke
And I'm unknown
The truth's been told
If I died people, they would talk
Get acknowledgment for once in my life
As long as I'm gone
If I were resurrected
Everyone would ignore my body
Just like prior to me dying
Like past life, I'd have no friends
Am I better off dead?
Because in Heaven there is no crying
Of course, that would be implying
That there's something good ahead
I'm losing blood
And everything's dead inside me
To think that no one was there to guide me
I'm choosing one
For you would be there beside me
Everything was there to fight me
Oh no
If I were resurrected
Everyone would ignore my body
Just like prior to me dying
Like past life, I'd have no friends
Am I better off dead?
Because in Heaven there is no crying
Of course, that would be implying
That there's something good ahead
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Two Years & A Bit
03:31
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Some nights I fall asleep
Some nights I get up on my feet
And pace around
Til my heart rate settles down
Some nights I fall asleep
Most nights I wake up in a sea
Drowning
Dancing
If I lie awake at night, there's no wonder why
Tortured cyclical, over and over, dizzied and tried
What have I?
If I fall asleep then I
Must have made a promise that I would end it all by nine
What have I?
I wake up every time and I shake
My stomach turns inside
Outside I see myself in a lake
Ice-capped and frozen shut
They say drowning's the worst way to die
But it can't be
Worse than how I spend my nights
At least drowning's distracting
I can picture the sunrays refracting
Through the ice-caps, through water
I'm gasping for air
But it's not like it's rare
For me to fall
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Four Seventeen
03:31
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Lying on my bed and to myself
Trying to decipher commonwealth
I didn't vote to be this way
I didn't register
So how can I even complain
Because my life's a disaster
X's taped across my eyes
Corn chips dipped in liquid tide
Lighter fluid on my thighs
My body hurts it burns
It hurts it burns it hurts it burns I'm
Still alive, am I doing this living thing right?
I go to work, I sleep, well sometimes I don't
And sometimes I worry about whatever things I need to know
Like I'm a freak
And I can't breathe
I am just so overwhelmed
I am just so overwhelmed
X's taped across my eyes
Corn chips dipped in liquid tide
Lighter fluid on my thighs
My body hurts it burns
It hurts it burns it hurts it burns I'm
Still alive, am I doing this living thing right?
I go to work, I sleep, well sometimes I don't
And sometimes I worry about whatever things I need to know
Though I'm a freak
And I can't sleep
Will somebody please shoot me
Somebody please shoot me
So I'll be free
Will somebody please save me
Somebody please save me
So I don't bleed
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