All alone
Twenty-so birthdays in a row
On my phone
There'll be one message from my mom
Yeah that's something I know
But it's not just birthdays I feel so alone
It's just that birthdays emphasized the truths I already know
Like how friendship is just a hoax
My life has been a joke
And I'm unknown
The truth's been told
If I died people, they would talk
Get acknowledgment for once in my life
As long as I'm gone
If I were resurrected
Everyone would ignore my body
Just like prior to me dying
Like past life, I'd have no friends
Am I better off dead?
Because in Heaven there is no crying
Of course, that would be implying
That there's something good ahead
I'm losing blood
And everything's dead inside me
To think that no one was there to guide me
I'm choosing one
For you would be there beside me
Everything was there to fight me
Oh no
If I were resurrected
Everyone would ignore my body
Just like prior to me dying
Like past life, I'd have no friends
Am I better off dead?
Because in Heaven there is no crying
Of course, that would be implying
That there's something good ahead
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